Oh my gosh, I can't believe it's been over a month since I've written to you. I think about it all the time, but I just can't make myself. It absolutely does not mean I am not thinking about you, all the time, because I do. But, I just haven't felt like writing. I'm getting my vaccing on the 27th. KayeLynn got her first one. Hopefully, the rest of the kids can get theirs soon. They say they'll probably open it up on the first of April. It will be good. Hopefully, we'll start seeing something akin to normal soon. I can't believe that on Sunday you'll be gone for sixteen months. It's lunacy to think about that. I miss you horrible. But, damn, I'm glad I had you for the time I did. Today is our 190th monthaversary!! I'm trying to remember to wish it to you every month. Oh my gosh, I suck at that!!! I just want you to know how much I love you. I miss you so much. Thank you for being the very best husband in the land -