Holy Cow - it's been almost a month since I talked to you. That is crazy to me. And I'm sorry. Life is just turmoil. It's a strange time. I truly feel like I'm doing nothing all the time. That I have so much to accomplish, but no energy or want to get busy. And when I do get to a point that I want to do something, one wrong thing just destroys my desire to accomplish anything. Take the master bedroom closet. I got it all painted, the carpet is ripped out to put the flooring in. I wanted to add a little femininity to it. I decided I wanted to have a little chandelier or new light put in. Found this gorgeous light with crystals dropping down. Started to put it together and there are no instructions really, all these loose crystals with nothing to put it together with. So - I guess I'm taking it back. And now I start again. Blah. I think about you a lot. All the time. Talk to you hoping you can hear me. Hoping you're not too mad at me becaus