Dear Ted #46 - Penny's game

Rustie sent a group message yesterday saying Penny made her weepy. Why? You say?? Well, Penny was playing a game called Roblox. I guess there is a game where you can make your own world. Penny calls Rustie over and says, "Look mommy, it says RIP (rest in peace) on Papa's gravestone." She had to make sure you were included in her world. That just made me weepy, too. Everyone misses you so much. We all feel it. Even the littles.

I had a horrible day at work yesterday. They made me do things I had never done before. Worked the international arrivals and made sure the people that were connecting put their bags on the belt. Then when that was done, they made me work the ticket counter. It was the worst day. Everything I had to do was something I screwed up. So - I just don't even want to go back today.

Oh well, life is moving. Suckily moving.

#loveyoumissyou

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