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Dear Ted #52 - New England

 This week has been stressful, sad, exhausting and makes me miss you so very much.  

The new airport opened on Tuesday.  It's monstrous.  I feel I walk 100 times more than I ever did.  Walking in is further - so walking out is.  But it's pretty beautiful.  So - I'm glad we're there.  But, that first morning all I could think of is you.  You would have wrapped me in a big hug.  You would have said, "go get 'em" or "go show 'em how it's done".  I may have even worn the dress, but I don't know.  You used to like the dress just because you liked zipping it up and zipping it down.  Anyway - I just know you would have been trying to figure out when and where we could have gone, just so you could go to the new place.  😊😊😊

My memories are full of our last vacation.  When we went to New England.  That was probably one of my very favorite trips.  I don't know why road trips with you are always in my top faves, but they are.  The memories are coming up in my Facebook and I just am so sad that we don't get to go on those trips anymore.  

I didn't post on our monthaversary or the 10 month anniversary of your death.  But, I did think about you.  I always think about you.  I miss you and love you more than you'll ever understand.  And I am glad to know you have been there for my kids, too.  I love you so much.




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