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Dear Ted #26

My love, it's been twelve weeks.  Twelve long weeks.  And you're gone.  I still don't believe it.  I think you're here.  I talk to you.  A lot.  I just feel like you're always here.  Which makes me feel like you're really angry with me because I'm changing everything.  😜😜

I spent a lot of money today to change things.  Trying to make stuff a little more like me, because I'm the one that's here.  You are gone. 

I worked on the kitchen this week.  I want you to know that you left me something really nasty!!!  BLECH!!!!!  I cleaned all of the lower cupboards and the final one was the one under the sink.  It was so gross.  We had mouse ick there.  I found mouse ick everywhere, but under the sink was the worst.  When I got to the right side of the cupboard, I found a mouse in one of your traps.  I started gagging and screaming.  It was so disgusting.  It had been there a while.  I swear I had checked more than once.  Cuz I felt like I had been smelling something, but I never could see it.  But, I found it after I got everything out.  I was going to put my big girl panties on, but  Crystal offered to make Brandon come and do it.  I fought it for a bit, but, damn it - - - I'm so glad he came.  There is still a little piece in there, and I haven't got the bravery up to get it.  BLECH!!!!!

I feel like I'm making progress.  A little bit at a time.  I am sure hoping I can get the house refinanced into a payment I can afford.  Dang it!!!  I am scared about it!!! 

I hope you are happy where you are. I'm sure you are.  I'm sure it's been a wonderful reunion.  But, I love that  I always feel you here. 

#loveyoumissyou

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