My love, it's been twelve weeks. Twelve long weeks. And you're gone. I still don't believe it. I think you're here. I talk to you. A lot. I just feel like you're always here. Which makes me feel like you're really angry with me because I'm changing everything. 😜😜
I spent a lot of money today to change things. Trying to make stuff a little more like me, because I'm the one that's here. You are gone.
I worked on the kitchen this week. I want you to know that you left me something really nasty!!! BLECH!!!!! I cleaned all of the lower cupboards and the final one was the one under the sink. It was so gross. We had mouse ick there. I found mouse ick everywhere, but under the sink was the worst. When I got to the right side of the cupboard, I found a mouse in one of your traps. I started gagging and screaming. It was so disgusting. It had been there a while. I swear I had checked more than once. Cuz I felt like I had been smelling something, but I never could see it. But, I found it after I got everything out. I was going to put my big girl panties on, but Crystal offered to make Brandon come and do it. I fought it for a bit, but, damn it - - - I'm so glad he came. There is still a little piece in there, and I haven't got the bravery up to get it. BLECH!!!!!
I feel like I'm making progress. A little bit at a time. I am sure hoping I can get the house refinanced into a payment I can afford. Dang it!!! I am scared about it!!!
I hope you are happy where you are. I'm sure you are. I'm sure it's been a wonderful reunion. But, I love that I always feel you here.
#loveyoumissyou
I spent a lot of money today to change things. Trying to make stuff a little more like me, because I'm the one that's here. You are gone.
I worked on the kitchen this week. I want you to know that you left me something really nasty!!! BLECH!!!!! I cleaned all of the lower cupboards and the final one was the one under the sink. It was so gross. We had mouse ick there. I found mouse ick everywhere, but under the sink was the worst. When I got to the right side of the cupboard, I found a mouse in one of your traps. I started gagging and screaming. It was so disgusting. It had been there a while. I swear I had checked more than once. Cuz I felt like I had been smelling something, but I never could see it. But, I found it after I got everything out. I was going to put my big girl panties on, but Crystal offered to make Brandon come and do it. I fought it for a bit, but, damn it - - - I'm so glad he came. There is still a little piece in there, and I haven't got the bravery up to get it. BLECH!!!!!
I feel like I'm making progress. A little bit at a time. I am sure hoping I can get the house refinanced into a payment I can afford. Dang it!!! I am scared about it!!!
I hope you are happy where you are. I'm sure you are. I'm sure it's been a wonderful reunion. But, I love that I always feel you here.
#loveyoumissyou
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