I just went and boxed up the shoes you had under the bed and the floor of the closet. That was kind of rough. I just know you are yelling at me, you wouldn't even let me throw away the raggediest shoes in the land. You had at least five pairs of black athletic shoes. I am not sure why. I think you would always wear one pair until they couldn't be worn again. But, I do know why - because you could never buy just one of any one thing.
Then I went through the shoe boxes you had stuck in the corner. The suspenders made me smile. The little souvenirs you have kept from places we have gone. I didn't even know you still had those things.
I hated throwing those things away or boxing things up. It kills me. I just hate that you are probably upset with me for getting rid of things. But, I really don't know what else to do. I have to start getting things in order. I may have to sell this house and I can't leave it until the very end - or I'll just be completely overwhelmed.
I told Brandon today that the garage and the basement are overwhelming and claustrophobic. That is the only way I can describe it. I just don't know what else to do.
I just hope you aren't angry with me. Because I couldn't stand that.
#loveyoumissyou
Then I went through the shoe boxes you had stuck in the corner. The suspenders made me smile. The little souvenirs you have kept from places we have gone. I didn't even know you still had those things.
I hated throwing those things away or boxing things up. It kills me. I just hate that you are probably upset with me for getting rid of things. But, I really don't know what else to do. I have to start getting things in order. I may have to sell this house and I can't leave it until the very end - or I'll just be completely overwhelmed.
I told Brandon today that the garage and the basement are overwhelming and claustrophobic. That is the only way I can describe it. I just don't know what else to do.
I just hope you aren't angry with me. Because I couldn't stand that.
#loveyoumissyou
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