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Dear Ted #32

Happy 178th monthaversary.

Damn, you would have been in your element with this shit going on.  It's  like the apocalypse.  I would have no room to store anything, we would have toilet paper up the wazooo and water in  every corner.  I imagine you giddy by this. 

#loveyoumissyou

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