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Dear Ted #8

Good hell, my love, you have sooooo much stuff.  Brandon and Frank came to look at your guns and figure out a game plan to deal with them.  You know how much I hate guns.  Shit, I had absolutely no clue what you had down there.

I've made a short-term decision.  I'm going to put aside any money earned from them to go toward any debt that I may have to deal with from what you may have owed.  I am not really sure what else to do, so that's my plan.

I'm going to try and stay here in our house.  At least until I have a better grasp of what I can do.  So - I'll use what money I have to keep us going.  Maybe the fates will be with me and some good karma out there and I'll get upgraded and then I won't have to worry about it.

I'm thinking of going to Hawaii next month some time.  I am thinking of going to Kona.  All by myself.  I found a Hilton there that is kinda resort like and I can hide away, hang at the beach or the pool and plenty of places to eat.  Just something in my brain right now.

Anyway, I'm starting to believe that this outlet here is what is keeping me kind of sane.  I just keep talking to you and that helps me sort out feelings. 

Hope it's beautiful where you are.  Or, maybe even not beautiful but somewhere you would love to be.

#loveyoumissyou

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