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Dear Ted #15

Today was our annual CoCo Christmas.  You were missed very much.  Crystal was really struggling today.  It made me sad.  You left a big hole.

I filled the stockings with stuff you had in your drawer.  Next year won't be the same, those things won't be there.  It was a good day.  But, the day wasn't the same without you there. 

I felt really bad today.  I forgot to tell Mike Brown about your death.  He sent you an email wishing you a Merry Christmas and that he had sent you an email on Thanksgiving and didn't hear from you.  I called him from your phone and had to break the news to him.  I felt really awful about it.  He cried.  I don't know if you knew how much you meant to people. 

I miss you very much.  And I know reality is around the corner.  But, I just want one more week of hiding from life. 

#loveyoumissyou

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