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Dear Ted #16

It's been an eventful week, my love. 

We had our annual Christmas Eve celebration.  I already told you about that.  You were so missed. 

I got a call from Discover Loans.  I think I've kind of figured out what your bills are or were.  They were really great.  They said they would not go after me for anything, as you didn't have any individual assets.  I guess I need to get brave and try to contact the others.

I decided yesterday to try and go through the clothes and stuff on your side of the bed.  Holy crap, dude!!!   You had so many clothes just there.  I haven't even thought about the closet yet.  I think you had more stuff stacked over there than in your closet, actually.  Anyway, I filled up two large garbage bags and the bag from my new comforter.  I will take the stuff to Savers, you had a lot of stuff that people can use.  I mean, geez Louise, you had probably four brand new pair of jeans. 

I am not sure what to do with all the other stuff.  But, I will figure it out.  I really need to start getting through some of this stuff so I can start making decisions about my life and what I need to do.

I miss you a lot.  I think about you constantly.  I still can't grasp the fact that you are gone, but I will have to face reality soon. 

#loveyoumissyou

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