Oh my good hell, honey bunny, I'm stressed now. I'm having so much anxiety today I can't even get up off the couch. So depressed today. I don't even know how to start this day.
I'm still having trouble coming to terms with the fact that you are gone. I just keep thinking you'll walk through the door at any minute. It feels like it was just yesterday that you left, but it seems like years ago. I am having a real rough time even coming to grips with the reality of it.
On a positive note, my shingles are getting better.
The phone rang with the first bill collector for you. I don't even know where to start with all of this. So, I'm just going to wait until you start getting notices and send copies of your death certificate, I guess. I don't know what else to do. But, I think that is what caused my anxiety today. I have no idea how they are going to respond. Steve has me so worked up over all of this. So, I'm just afraid of losing everything over what you owe. I don't want that to sound as bitchy as it does, but damn it, I have no clue how to deal with this. All I wanted was to make it through the first of the year. Now I'm going to start getting inundated with calls.
I can't believe that in four days, you'll be gone a month. And I'm still not accepting that fact. I keep expecting you to walk up the stairs. I keep expecting you to wrap me in that big hug that you used to give me. You gave the very best hugs!! DAMN IT!!! Why did you leave me??
#loveyoumissyou
I'm still having trouble coming to terms with the fact that you are gone. I just keep thinking you'll walk through the door at any minute. It feels like it was just yesterday that you left, but it seems like years ago. I am having a real rough time even coming to grips with the reality of it.
On a positive note, my shingles are getting better.
The phone rang with the first bill collector for you. I don't even know where to start with all of this. So, I'm just going to wait until you start getting notices and send copies of your death certificate, I guess. I don't know what else to do. But, I think that is what caused my anxiety today. I have no idea how they are going to respond. Steve has me so worked up over all of this. So, I'm just afraid of losing everything over what you owe. I don't want that to sound as bitchy as it does, but damn it, I have no clue how to deal with this. All I wanted was to make it through the first of the year. Now I'm going to start getting inundated with calls.
I can't believe that in four days, you'll be gone a month. And I'm still not accepting that fact. I keep expecting you to walk up the stairs. I keep expecting you to wrap me in that big hug that you used to give me. You gave the very best hugs!! DAMN IT!!! Why did you leave me??
#loveyoumissyou
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| This was in my memories today on Facebook. Brought back a lot of happy memories for me. You were an amazing man. |
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